Why I dont make promises ????

I dont make promises. All I can give is my promise to do the best but nothing more.

Why I dont do that, I dont know. Why can't I do that, I dont know. Maybe its my male ego, commitment issues or some moral complexes that forbids me to do so. Maybeits my concept of self rightousness where I believe that people should accept me as I say and don't insist on promises.

Or maybe its the acceptance of the fact that I am still a human being. How righteous or morally right i consider myself, I am still a human. A human which is prone to mistakes and who is tied strongly to his surrounding and to the eventuality of the circumstances. Whatever I believe I cannot always do and I still have to bear the burdain of doing what I dont wanted to do in the first place.

It can be any of the reason for anyone in the world and I made a choice to believe in the last reason. I accept my weakness and I wish not to fail anyone ever. I wonder how many people feel the same or is it only me that needs to conquer my fears and still make my way through life of myself and others attached to me.

-- A thought by myself

Story of a Life

Every person has a story. When we meet them, they become a part of our story just like we become a part of them. Than people depart and story continues. This is the way of life where nobody is indispensable, nobody is essential and its just a story which continues.

Down Times

And there are times when I feel down, when life loses its meanings and when nothing matters. Than I can look around and see a smile looking at me, a smile which brings me the responsibility to keep it up. How much I wish at times for this life to stop its existence, there are things which motivates me to keep trying. All i could conclude is following.

There will always be 2 opposite energies in life. Where the dark energies take us away from life, the bright light makes us see the bright energies. Its the human choice to make the decision between the 2.

Being Wrong.....

There is nothing wrong in being wrong....
-- Myself .... :D

A friend in need ????

Bana ke faqeeron ka hum bhais ghalib
tamashay-e- Ahl-e-karam dekhtay hain
- A verse by Mirza Ghalib

Meaning:
With the disguise of a needy, I see the dramatic actions of the ones who can fulfill..

And its true that the biggest friend of thy is the need which none but thy can fill.

Wanna Know Anyone

You want to know any person, Travel with them.....

-- This is not a quote... This is a personal experience..... :)

Law of Jungles

Law of jungle states "The fittest survive" .....

BUT

Law of jungle also state "You don't kill what you can't eat" ....

Moral: Which ever laws you follow, follow them completely because otherwise you will fall into utter chaos from which there will be no way back....

-- Written in times when its not so harmonious. May God bless us all. Amen !

Opportunity and Decisions

When opportunity knocks on your door, take it. Once you have it with you, you can always decide what to do next..... BUT if there is nothing in your hand, there is nothing you can decide....

A Lone Rider

I say something and than I look at people and I know that they are not understanding me at all. I don't know if people don't understand me or if they don't want to understand me at all. What people fail to see or appreciate at least is the seriousness that lies within a person in his heart and soul. What hurts more is that when they laugh at things and hurts most when even I laugh with them but than at least it is easy for them.

I than ponder at myself what I do and why I do and why all this? Maybe I complicate my own life trying to reason everything. Maybe my failure to go with my instincts is the biggest hurdle. But than i think I am happy the way I am. Its alone but its good. The road is long and journey will continue.

My way of Life

And people ask me why I am the way I am. Where the simplest of answers is that its a natural process where I am bestowed with my share of good and evil, I can't acknowledge it. I feel a different reason.

I am like this because I can't give up on life. I can't give up on my beliefs. I can't give up on what I am blessed with. I don't believe myself as a materialistic person but at the same time, I know as a fact that this life is too small and it needs a purpose to live. Even in the game of blocks, kids think of something and every piece is in place of a reason. and if it is so, than how come I am not in place in this whole big universe. God has put me here for a purpose and I'm trying to fulfill it. I believe that this reason is whole lot bigger than just recognizing the good and evil. Its about putting in the effort and making our way through both of them. Life is about struggle. Its only after-life that promises non struggle. For this world, I have to act, learn, do the right deeds and never give up. And It doesn't matter how bad we have done. Whatever we have done or anybody has done, we have the second chance, everybody has the second chance. I don't know but maybe i haven't learn to give up.

And I absolutely in bliss. For all my life when i searched for this thing, now I know that it resides inside me and nowhere else. The greatest happiness in life is to share it and feel the joy and pride of what we are.

I don't know about my afterlife but I know that my current life is a smooth sail. I pray to God that this life of mine leads me and my beloved ones to the better of the after life if not the best :)

Land of Dreams

And I know that I will be bestowed with the peace that no one has seen and with bliss that no one has experienced. That will be the time when I will walk towards life believing nothing can stop me.






Fantasy Land aka Fool's Paradise

Description of my moment

I am doing at the moment .... nothing at all

From 'Mind your Language'