My way of Life

And people ask me why I am the way I am. Where the simplest of answers is that its a natural process where I am bestowed with my share of good and evil, I can't acknowledge it. I feel a different reason.

I am like this because I can't give up on life. I can't give up on my beliefs. I can't give up on what I am blessed with. I don't believe myself as a materialistic person but at the same time, I know as a fact that this life is too small and it needs a purpose to live. Even in the game of blocks, kids think of something and every piece is in place of a reason. and if it is so, than how come I am not in place in this whole big universe. God has put me here for a purpose and I'm trying to fulfill it. I believe that this reason is whole lot bigger than just recognizing the good and evil. Its about putting in the effort and making our way through both of them. Life is about struggle. Its only after-life that promises non struggle. For this world, I have to act, learn, do the right deeds and never give up. And It doesn't matter how bad we have done. Whatever we have done or anybody has done, we have the second chance, everybody has the second chance. I don't know but maybe i haven't learn to give up.

And I absolutely in bliss. For all my life when i searched for this thing, now I know that it resides inside me and nowhere else. The greatest happiness in life is to share it and feel the joy and pride of what we are.

I don't know about my afterlife but I know that my current life is a smooth sail. I pray to God that this life of mine leads me and my beloved ones to the better of the after life if not the best :)